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December 29, 2011

2011 is coming to its end and I'm turning 20 in a few days, tsk. Lepas ni dah kena acah-acah matang lah, hidup pun kena lebih serius, ahaks (serius ker) Jadi apa yang kita belajar sepanjang dua kosong kosong sebelas ni? For sure, a lot, and I don't regret the mistakes I did because that's how we learn in living our life, no? Makin tua ni *ARGH DAH TUA SIOT* makin banyak kesedaran dalam diri, tu pun banyak lagi yang tak sedarnya. (?) I hope u know what I meant. Hehe, as time goes by, makin banyak aku kenal pasal hidup, especially about family. Bila fikir balik, rasa berdosa yang amat atas apa yang aku dah buat dekat family dulu. Bukan anak yang baik, tapi InsyaAllah lepas ni I'll strive to be a better daughter, the one that they are proud of. :') Its not something that you can replace, tanggungjawab pada keluarga should always be on top of our priorities.

To be a good person, its never easy. Nak berubah pun makan masa yang panjang, not drastically. And I'm too far from good. I've learnt that if we expect people to change for good, we must repair ourselves to, for better. Untuk apa suruh orang buat baik kalau kita pun tunggang terbalik? I always bare in mind that before we judge people, ukur baju di badan sendiri dulu. Nak judge orang lelebih, diri sendiri ni?! Kahkah. In life, there's no limit in learning something new, anything new. It's just a matter of whether we want to learn or we don't. And I will always thank my friends and family for reminding me about whats more important in life. Manusia selalu leka, lebih-lebih lagi orang macam aku ni. :)

There's a lot more yang aku belajar, tinggal nak amalkan je. I hope next year will be a better year, for all of us. Ngaaaaaaa. Selamat tahun baruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. SELAMAT MENCECAH DOPLOH ya -_-




PS - Sedihnya sedihnya nak tulis blog sekarang pun payah, isi berterabur. Idea tarak :(




December 28, 2011

Happy engagement day, Sarah Feeney!

Special post to my dear friend a.k.a Nenek(this is what I call her) Sarah Feeney :-)

Congratulations, you're engaged! Terlambat sikit apdet, mereka dah apdet dulu. Here and here.

First time aku dapat agak yang dia ni akan bertunang bila dia tweet about something fishy, tak tahu kenapa terus agak pasal bertunang. I don't know, muka dia ni memang muka yang kahwin awal kot ngahahahaha. And it was true, apa yang aku agak memang betul. We're surprised dude! More to happy! Iyelah orang yang 'one step closer' ni, siapa tak gembira! Well, Nabilah la paling bantah sekali hahahahaha. Because we can't imagine when you're married and all, nanti degree tak dapat sama rumah lagi :C Hehehehehe. Sokay, apa-apa pun, congratulations again!

Here are a few photos hikhik. Ala dua photos je pun, I don't own this photos. Hehehehe, gambar dalam phone memang blur betul.


My friend is sho pretty kan :') Tak macam nenek pun :') Hahahaha k dah. That's her fiance, Mohd Ebby. Masa ni boleh pengsan tau time cincin disarungkan, semua pun teringin nak ada moment macam ni kan kan kan. Hahaha. And tak lupa, Mr. Yusuf Feeney is so cute! Very cute! Tak tipu. Hikhik :D


Awwwwwwwwww, kawan kita dah besar. Memang besar pun. Hahahahahaha ok tak. Harap-harap akan berkekalan, in a relationship full with barakah, InsyaAllah. :)


Yang penting, makanan sodap. Desserts pun sodap belaka. Ngihihihi.



Bila tiba giliran kita pulak ni? *berangan*
Sebelum berangan lelebih, elok muhasabah diri kot betulkan mana-mana yang kurang tu. Nak jadi bini orang lepas ke tak. Sobs.



OKAY CONGRATULATIONS :)

#nowplaying A Thousand Years by Christina Peri 



December 23, 2011

Stress-free

Last night in Puncak for 2011. Because tomorrow Im going back home! Yay, can tidur lama-lama, tengok movie sampai lima satu hari, tak mandi sampai petang, stay up tanpa tujuan dan sebagainya. Ngehehehe. Amboiz gila kan. A little  bit excited jugak la nak cuti, although only one week (one week kan?) tapi ok whattt. Can golek-golek atas katil kesayangan and spend time with family. Hee, plus no books for one week! Wait, no. There's assignments, homeworks, blergh. I got two presentations to prepare, and it's going to be hectic when I go back to college next year. Jadual sekarang pun hectic je, full je memanjang. Dugaan. Penat, nak tidur pun tahan je nafsu. Hehehehe nasib baik katil atas rasa motivated sikit la supaya tak tidur je memanjang.

So basically, this is just a short update. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.



Next year, only a few days more :)




Goodnight!

Still got class ma tomolo -.- Have to sleep, re-energized balik!




December 20, 2011

Courage, kekuatan dan sewaktu dengannya

Here's a piece of mind

Tak pernahnya senang untuk lepaskan sesuatu/seseorang yang penting dalam hidup kita. Siapa bilang senang? Susah senang bersama, walau seteruk mana luka dekat hati, orang yang tak pernah tinggalkan kita bila kita jatuh, kan sangat berharga tu? Jadi kau bilang macam mana nak lepaskan orang yang begitu? Yang punya makna, yang memberi kesan dalam hidup.

Tapi ada masanya, melepaskan adalah terbaik. Sekerap mana pun kau dilukakan, tak sanggup juga untuk membiarkan orang itu sendiri, apatah lagi untuk melepaskan.

Akan ada masa, kau sangat harap segalanya boleh diundur semula. Start all over again. But it can't.

Sometimes, its the only choice you have - to let go. 

Kita semua struggle, struggling to let go. 

Dan sehingga satu tahap, kekuatan untuk melepaskan, tiba.


Kekuatan yang sukar dicari, tapi bila ia datang, we know that its time. To let go of everything and move on.






Because its not the end. Sentiasa ada cerita baik di sebaliknya. Percaya cerita Tuhan. Teruskan hidup itu perlu.








Bye. Merepeknya..bzt.



Makin lama makin hilang kata-kata. DEM.




'I guess if I love you, I should let you move on' - 17 Again :) 




December 18, 2011

Lifeless, no?

FIRST WEEKEND IN PUNCAK.






Epic. Sunyi gila. 






December 07, 2011

Masa kualiti

Anda mempunyai ayah yang sangat sibuk, memang betul-betul sibuk sampai tak boleh tinggalkan tempat kerjanya?

Ada?

Ada?

ADA?

Dan apabila cuti sekolah, anda dan adik beradik susah untuk memujuk ayah mengambil cuti semata-mata untuk bercuti-cuti Malaysia, tapi tak dapat sebab ayah anda terlalu sibuk punya?!

Ada?

Ada?

ADA?

K annoyingnya. Saja je, jadi daripada ajak ayah anda bercuti ke tempat yang anda ingin pergi, apa kata kali ni pergi bercuti di tempat ayah anda bekerja! Cubalah, dimana pun berada, asal  masa diluang bersama :)

Hehehehehehehe well, as for me, dapat jugakla luangkan masa dengan family aku, especially Ayah yang teramat bizi pun ok. Kalini Ayah bertambah-tambah bizi, so kami pergi la bercuti dekat tempat kerja Ayah which is in Kuala Selangor. Jadi, daripada plan asal iaitu ke Melaka, kami pergi ke Kuala Selangor! ADA APA DEKAT KUALA SELANGOR?! Ada macam-macam X) Pergi lew kalau nak tahu ngiahaha. Yang pasti ada 1Plaza Mall kalau tak silap nama dia O.o

Enjoy the pictures! Mostly tak edit pung, malas sangat.



Gambar diatas diambil sebab kebosanan tunggu si kecil Aisyah mandi dekat pool. Nak mandi sekali memang malas sangat, so teman dia je la. Hihi. Kebetulan ada sorang budak lelaki comel ni, nakal, saja je nak berenang-renang dkt kitorang, tunjuk yang dia pandai berenang la apa kot haha. Kiut, budak kecil kan. Tiba-tiba dia kata 'Eh kencing pulak. Jgn la tengok kita kencing niii (sengih)' HAHA. Adoi, Aisyah terus keluar dari pool, taknak mandi dah. Ngiahahahaha adoi. 


 Uncle Sam yang bizi sentiasa <3


 Kemain kan si kecil tu nak beli spek baru. Ala-ala pelancong sikit kan. Baru stail 


Jom, pergi Bukit Malawati, ada meriam tu! Hehe, ada light house, ada perigi beracun, yang penting ada monyet yang agresif, tamak, dan kelaparan! Nampak je kita pegang makanan dia akan kejar kita, uiii seram haha. Tamak pulak tu, bagi satu-satu taknak, dia rampas makanan semua sekali. Semua sekali k. Tamak gila.

 CM MANA NAK ROTATE NI?!


 Model weh. Fuyo

 Aksi memberanikan diri untuk dekat dengan monyet tu. Hahaha 


 Member-member, lepak sesama dah kitorang

Ni member paling kamceng! 

So basically, kami sekeluarga pergi tengok fireflies, SubhanaAllah cantik sangat. Tp sekarang dah makin berkurang dah kelip-kelip kan, siapa yang tak tengok lagi sila pergi tengok, lampu semulajadi :D So nice, cuma cuak sikit la aku sebab naik bot kan, dahlah gelap gelita, mulala fikir bebukan haha. But it was okay, takde apa pun. 

Yes, maybe tak ada apa sangat dekat sana, just jenjalan makan angin je, lepaking and chilling with family yo. Berkaraoke, bergelak ketawa, berjalan-jalan cari makan dan meluangkan masa bersama hee.

Oh, on the way home, ada nampak banner BESAR PUNYA yang tertulis 'CENDOL BAKAR' and kami pun Fuyooooooooooo cendol bakar? Amende tu? Mcm mana cendol bakar tuuu? Banner dia besar gila and wow, memang attract people la. Kereta pun banyak dekat kedai tu, macam syiok je. So kami pun patah lah balik sebab nak rasa cendol bakar ni, tak pernah rasa kan. Sedang lelepak dekat kedai nak order, nampak satu signboard nii

'Untuk tempahan/catering, sila hubungi ENCIK BAKAR 01apa-tah-tak-ingat' 

BAKAR TU OWNER KEDAI TUUUUUUUUUUUUU. Bukannya cendol bakar tu sejenis makanan baru dimana aku tertanya-tanya apa la yang dibakar, benda baru ni, kena try. Wakenabeb. Hadeh, nasib baik cendol dia sedap. Berbaloi la patah balik hehe. 

So I guess it was a nice holiday. Especially untuk Ayah yang sibuk betul. Harap-harap projek Ayah tak ada apa apa masalah besar lagi lepas ni Aminn.

Pose Negaraku untuk semuaaaaaaaaaaa. We're cool liddat



PS - Cuma satu. Aku sayangkan mereka. Mereka tak tahu, aku paling sayangkan mereka. Maaf atas diri yang kecewakan kedua orang tua. Aku takmahu kembali ke sifat dulu, akan ku balas jasa mereka satu hari nanti. Ya Allah, jangan kau ambil mereka dulu. Aku belum cukup berjasa lagi, aku belum cukup ucap yang aku sayang mereka. Aku ingin mereka bangga dengan aku, aku ingin lihat mereka tengok aku berjaya satu hari nanti. Sesungguhnya aku terlalu sayang.



Sesungguhnya, aku sangat takut. Jangan ambil mereka lagi, ya. 




November 29, 2011

Catatan Harian

Tada. Now it's already 7.43 a.m. and I still haven't showered yet. Tunggu nenek Saghah mandi nii, plus it's so cold pepagi ni. Rasa taknak mandi pun ada hihi. Since I didn't sleep after Subuh tadi, I decided to go online, blogwalking, checking the Timeline on Twitter, Facebook-ing and benda-benda tipikal yang lain orang selalu buat bila online. The first class for today is (jap check jadual) BEL 313 - Critical Thinking. I don't know what to say about this class, since baru dua kali masuk. But I could say that dua-dua kelas yang aku masuk, aku tak faham sangat pun apa dia ajar kehkehkeh. The lecturer seems okay, talkative but, I just couldn't absorb the whole thing he said. Well I tried, and I will try again next time. But so far it's not a big problem, cuma malas je kot. X)

I just hope that this week could end very soon, empat hariiiiiii je. There's no excitement sgt sebab subjek semua skema-skema. Blergh. And I hope the vacation is on because Ayah is very busy with his work he even work on weekends and public holidays. Dapat cuti kejap bersama pun jadilah ye tak. Adik-adik pun dah meronta-ronta sebab nak jenjalan. Ngihihihi,


Aku membebel ni pun sebab nak tunggu Sarah Feeney habis mandi T.T

Tak habis lagi..

So I guess sampai sini je, have to get other things ready before going to class. Bangun awal kena lah prepare benda lain awal jugak kan? Kihkih



Salam and have a blessed day.


:)




November 28, 2011

E-day



Congratulations, Kak Ama :-D

Ada yang kata kak Ama serupa macam Ibu. Hihihi





November 27, 2011

Ni siapa yang dok goda aku untuk menjinakkan diri tengok bolasepak ni?! Dulu aku tak heran pun kot pasal perkembangan bola sepak Malaysia apatah lagi yang luar negara punya haha. Sekarang makin tertarik pulak nak tengok game-game tu. Tadi tengok Malaysia lawan Bahrain, which Bahrain menang. Haritu Indonesia lawan Malaysia, Alhamdulillah Malaysia menang kan! Dan hari kepada hari tu tengok...k tak perlu kot.

But nowadays kadang-kadang best jugak tengok game bola. Nebes gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, emosi sikit. Tapi best. Ni siapa yang dok goda ni?! Sekarang pun dah tahu sikit rules bola, salah satunya offside. Kawan aku penh kesabaran terangkan aku rules-rules dia and info2 yang lain yang dia nak bagitau hahahahaha thankss.

So, siapa yang dok goda aku minat tengok bola ni?!



AWAK KEEEEEEEE, BUDAK RAMBUT KERINTING?!


Kihkihkih




Oh, pasal game tadi, good game lah Malaysia :D






November 26, 2011

I'm homeeeeeeee! Ibu picked me up and we headed to Space U8, the first EcoMall in Malaysia. Cool, kan. Haha

November 25, 2011

Hot Chocolate in the morning would be nice

Suka hati je bagi tajuk hahahahahahaha :-D

Anyways, it's Friday already! And I have no classes which is great and I'm sitting in front of the laptop likeaboss, for hours now. Sebab nak install The Sims 3 punya pasal, asyik ada problem je masa nak install. I hope this time the installation is finally complete. 

Nak cerita pasal studies, baru je masuk semester baru. I'm not excited, though. Full class everyday! But since it's the first week, biasalah lecturer kengkadang tak masuk kelas lagi, minggu depan baru start. I can't imagine how hectic it will be, gila pulak everyday full class. Tp disebabkan ni last semester, memang kena terima hakikat la jadual aku takde lobang langsung, itu pun akan ada kelas malam, kot. 

For this time being, I just bought some books which is very thick, dah macam dictionary pun ada tebal dia. Buku-buku untuk empat subjek dah RM200+, and I'm out of cash right now, I only have RM20 in my wallet. And guess what, dengar cerita duit JPA masuk end of December. END OF DECEMBER? REALLY? How am I going to survive with only RM20?! Nak beli buku lagi oiiiiii dah beratus-ratus, malas sungguh nak meminta daripada parents. Hidup 19 tahun ni asyik pakai duit mak bapak je -_- I hope it's not true, hope it'll come out this month because we the students really, need money right nowwwwwwwwwwww. T.T

Tak banyak sangat nak cerita pasal kolej/studies. Still adapting to the new semester. The subjects sure are tough. Skema-skema pulak tu subjeknya. 

InsyaAllah I'll survive.


Till then, bye :-D 




Gosh, my blog is getting dull. I need new ideas.


November 23, 2011

Always - #WW




November 21, 2011

Last semester

ESOK START CLASSSSSSSSSS! Selamat menempuhi semester empat.



Bye

November 18, 2011

Another great day well spent

Hi, it's Friday. Already. Sehari lagi untuk menghadap MUET yang mencuakkan dan dua hari lagi untuk masuk ke kolej. Packing pun tak lagi ni. Just a list. Barang-barang pun ada yang tak beli lagi. I hope petang ni dapat la aku rajin sikit nak kemas barang-barang haha. 

So hari Selasa lepas got sleepober, hihi. Best! Tapi kompom la lagi best kalau cukup kuota, haritu tiga orang je. The next day we went to WonderMilk yang comel lote decorations dia, menu dia pun taknak kalah! Description on every menu yang dia jual memang menyelerakan. Semuanya nak. Heeeeeeee

Next destination was OU but we're too tired too jalan-jalan. Besau sangat! Haha

The highlight is of course WonderMilk. :) 






This is Cheese N' Steak Roll. SEDAPPPPPPPPPP! Semua yang kengkawan aku order pun sedap. Eh sedap lah! And I ordered air Vanilla pun sedap. Wheeeeeeeeeeeee 



Buat macam rumah sendiri


Ini. Syok sendiri. Hakhak

Banyak lagi gambar tapi nanti kang muntah pulak. You should go there too. Heeeeeeee. Sedap dan menggembirakan perut! Dan menggembirakan mata juga la. Hihi



Ok nak gi packing



November 17, 2011

Acah-acah teaser la ni




November 15, 2011

R

Senyum,
andai hidup makin susah
andai hidup makin mencekik
andai dugaan datang beratur
tunggu untuk ditempuhi aku si lemah ini
Senyum


Entah kenapa, malam ini. Aku rebah.

Aku rindu

:)

Bukan selama ini tak pernah rasa. Aku kalah dengan rasa ini - rindu

Biarlah aku rebah untuk malam ni.

Aku mahu rasa itu. Rasa rindu itu.




November 14, 2011



Mana idea-idea nak apdet blog nii? MANAAAAAA?







November 13, 2011

Coming to the end

Cuti sudah hampir sampai ke penghujungnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.


Sobz.

Walaupun aku agak kebosanan sebab cuti ni tak buat apa apa sangat pun, tapi lepas ni nak masuk belajar balik. Tak bestnyaaaa. Tapi look at the brightside, otak berfungsi la sikit, berjalan sikit, belajar, pergi kelas dan berosial sikit -_- *think positive think positive* Fourth semester is going to start on 21st, last semester before intersession lepas tu habis diploma! Yey :)

Have to work hard sampai habis diploma. Banggakan mak bapak sikit.

And Alhamdulillah for the results. Aku bukak e-mail pun pasrah gila haritu. Hehe syukurrr.

Hah! Let's see the list yang aku buat dulu, list apa-nak-dibuat-time-cuti-semester-ni -

1. Do sit ups or push ups ke everyday - FAILED. Sehari je buat -_- Tah pape
2. Lepak with my friends, if ada yang ajak, I'll go. - Luckily ada keluar :-D 
3. Keluar jenjalan sambil bawak my other boyfriend selain Ajwad, Mr.Nikong. - Masa pergi konsert Aisyah je kot -_______- Yay me..
4. Maybeeeeee, improve my skills on guitar. - I don't know if Im improving or not. Sold my guitar already..
5. Play games! - Hells Kitchen, Tumblebugs, Diner Dash, games yang ada dalam phone Ibu. Uh-huh
6. Go a little bit of shopping. Nak beli t-shirt and bag.  - Ada la sikit.. But no t-shirt and bag :S
7. Nak kerja ekceli. - MMG TAK 

Ehehehe so that's it. Tak memuaskan pong -_-
Sometimes I just can't wait to start studying again, sebab otak at least berjalan. Cuma bila tengok subjek yang erghhhhhhhhhhhh, tak semangat. But, have to gather the strength! Tak boleh lengah-lengah kerja, buruk padahnya (Aku rasa tiap2 kali nak belajar cakap macam ni. Ptui!) 


So, enjoy this last week, people. Then we're back on track. Student life~


Oh Yeah~ 




November 12, 2011

Tag dari Cikcit

Nak jawab soalan je boleh tak? Lol


 Here it goes X) [Ketahuilah aku memang malas nak tag orang ni. Kecuali kalau betul2 ada mood, itu pun rare]

1. What was your first impression when you saw me?
First jumpa masa Cikcit nak keluar rumah, aku dgn Ibu nak masuk tengok-tengok rumah first day register diploma ritu. Berborak sekejap dgn Ibu, she's friendly :)

2. What do you think of me now?
Fun! Hehe, but memang betul la, macam makcik-makcik :p Suka membebel je hahahahihihuhuhu :p

3. What do you think about my blog?
Nicely done :) 

4. What Korean drama do you guys love the most?
Typical tapi, Boys Over Flowers :p

5. What do you guys think will happen if the world was only lived by beautiful and and handsome people?
Then there will be no ugly people. Thats good, but weird

6. Could you live with only RM50 a month in this time zone?
I don't know. Nak try lah X)

7. What would you do if a friend you really trust is actually stabbing you at the back?
Remind myself - that is not a friend. 

8. Do you think I should start writing in Bahasa?
English pun okay :-D

9. Would you prefer to date a Korean or an European? 
Korean la kot? Tapi diorang flawless. Aku ni T.T 

10. What was your hardest break-up?
It was the hardest break-up so its kinda hard to say :p Buahahahaha

11. What do you guys think about my style of clothing?
Comfortable kot? And unique! Tang shawl dia. Haha




November 11, 2011

Hear this



Tak ingat mana jumpa video ni, enjoy! :-) They're really good

I see you in my future





10.11.11





November 05, 2011

Tagged lagi Tagged lagi!

Lama tak main tag-tag ni. Eyqa suruh setelkan tag ni. Aku sangat pemalas nak ikut sejibik sejibik apa yang dia suruh :p Hehehehehe, I'll just answer the questions jela kot. Ok?

Selamat membaca -__-

Eleven things about me :

(banyak kali dah aku tulis dalam blog ni, let's make it simple)

1. Shy, but talkative :> HAHA
2. I love red and grey
3. Taking Fast Track in Diploma in Accountancy. Last sem. Fuh fuh
4. Prefer texting than calling, I guess
5. Sometimes I don't even understand myself. Still finding
6. Sukaaaaaaaaaaaaa Spongebob :-D
7. Surrounded by good friends, Thank You Allah for that :)
8. I love to laugh and smile
9. Seorang yang suka buat benda last minute -_-
10. Hardcore is one of my favourite :)
11. Memiliki patung lembu paling comel hahahahaha

Ni, soalan Eyqa buat untuk aku haha -

1. siapa lagi penting, bf | kawan? - Kawan :-) Ce tanya bf mcm tu, mesti kawan dia jugak penting :p
2. anda rasa anda cantik? - Ah, no
3. benda yg selalu anda buad? - Aaaaaaaa? Masa cuti ni? Onlain je la ha
4. antara handphone dan laptop, mana lg penting? - Er, both? Phone kot :D
5. lepas anda habis sekolah dulu, ape yang anda nak? - Nak laptop :p
6. anda suka berjauhan dengan bf\gf anda? - Siapa suka. Hehe tapi terima je
7. haiwan ape paling anda geli? - CICAK LIPAS KUMBANG dan sewaktu dengannya. Cacing
8. upload wallpaper yg anda guna dekat hp sekarang - Later k? Hehe
9. anda single atau dah ditaken? - Secara Islam belum lagi la hakhaksssssssssssss
10. ciri" lelaki idaman anda? - Funny and serious
11. anda seorang yang suka kepada fesyen? - Em, suka tengok, but I don't really follow the trend hehe.


OK! :p




November 04, 2011

Thank You




November 02, 2011

Wordless Wednesday




November 01, 2011

Bila Dah Cuti

Bila dah cuti, taktau nak apdet apa dekat blog sebab tak banyak benda menarik yang dibuat time cuti. Duduk rumah je -_-

Bila dah start semester, konon bizi pulak nak apdet sebab tkde masa semua.



Bilanya nak apdet entri yang berpekdah sikit ni?!







Bye

October 31, 2011

Terbaca blog Seha, ex-classmate hehe :


"Tuhanku aku tidak layak ke syurga-Mu,
tetapi aku tidak pula sanggup menanggung siksa neraka-Mu,
dari itu kurniakanlah keampunan kepadaku ampunkanlah dosaku,
sesungguhnya Engkaulah pengampun dosa-dosa besar."

Selalu baca ni lepas solat dekat surau time sekolah dolu-dolu




Sebak betul time doa ni, especially time Maghrib ke time tengah stress ke haha.













October 30, 2011

Tumblebugs

Haritu stress nak lepas level 8. Apa yang susah gila aku taktau laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, tapi selalu kalah je!

Sekarang ni nak lepas level 11 pulak. Dah lepas ni, nak kasi lepas last level iaitu LEVEL 12.

Kena kerja keras ni hahaha :p
Jom la mainnnnnnnnn hikhik




Kerja aku cuti ni tengok movies

October 25, 2011

Layakkah

Saw a hashtag in Twitter which is #iloveAllah.

#iloveAllah yet I keep doing my sins. 

Jadi, layakkah aku kalau aku bilang #iloveAllah itu? Kata je lebih, tapi I'm still struggling to be a good Muslim.



I think about this every night before I go to sleep.







:'(





October 22, 2011

I am not sleepy yet

Sekarang dah hampir pukul 4 pagi, lebih kurang dua jam lebih lagi untuk tidur, then kena pergi Aisyah punya konsert, which is I don't know dekat mana, follow je. Hehe. Harap-harap tak ada liat sangat nak bangunlah kan.

Soooooo, I just finished watching 16 Wishes and It's Kind of A Funny Story. Dua-dua okay, I guess. Worth to watch. Takdelah macam The Expandables, action best tapiiiii bila dah habis we were like 'Whaaaaaa?' Jalan cerita dia lost masa ending to. Haha thanks to Sarah for the recommendation of the movie -_- Hehehe. 

Aku rasa macam boring tak boring lah cuti semester ni. No, I don't want to go back to college yet, semester depan dahlah tough gila, I bet. Dengan lapan subjek, blerghhhhh let's hope I'll survive through it. Lepas tu ada intersession lagi before habis diploma. Speaking of, its good to see kawan-kawan dah masuk Degree. Degree poit, aku diploma lagi. Haha takpa, boleh saing dengan korang nanti InsyaAllah X) 

Ok back to the point, I didn't do anything extraordinary things these few days sepanjang bercuti. Keluar jenjalan dengan Ibu, pick up adik, driving area TTDI Jaya (which is kind of -_-), lepak dekat kedai Mamak with Ibu again, dinner with family dekat luar and other..normal things. I think I should do something more useful, kan? Nak sangat cuti kan, so kena la do something yang boleh isi masa selain, tidur makan, tengok movie, tidur makan. 

Maybeeeeeeeeeeeee (Just maybeeeeeeeeeee)

1. Do sit ups or push ups ke everyday HAHAHA. I don't know, 10 push ups pun malas buat. 
2. Lepak with my friends, if ada yang ajak, I'll go. Sebab duit takde so tak boleh nak memandai ajak orang keluar sana sini. AND, transport pun tarak. Kalau aku boleh drive sana sini boleh lew.
3. Keluar jenjalan sambil bawak my other boyfriend selain Ajwad, Mr.Nikong. It's been a long time since I took pictures. DSLR berhabuk dalam lemari tu, rugi rugi. Baik aku jual je. Well I've been thinking of that, nak DSLR yang boleh record videos, so I can edit some videos which I like to do so back then.
4. Maybeeeeee, improve my skills on guitar. Tapi guitar gua bunyi tak sedap :( A few cakap just tukar string but haritu dah tukar, takde sodap mana pun? Ingat nak jual and beli gitar lain, my skills pun are getting a little rusty. Nak jamming dengan member pun tak syiok sebab bunyi dia sumbang, seriesli. So I need some tips from other people. New guitar or just change the strings?
5. Play games! Oh wait aku tengah dalam musim main game la ni. Haritu baru start main The Sims Social, tapi dah sehari tak main (BARU sehari) sebab boring jeeee. And I don't wanna get so addicted playing those Facebooks games macam aku addict dekat CityVille, Baking Life etc. Harini baru habiskan semua level for Titanic Mystery! Haritu dah habiskan game Hell's Kitchen. :p Sekarang maybe nak main Tumblebugs pulak tee-hee X)
6. Go a little bit of shopping. Nak beli t-shirt and bag. OH yang ini pastinya pau parents saya la. Hehehehehe kalau dapat -_-
7. Nak kerja ekceli. Tapi takde guts nak cari kerja sengsorang, nak kena ada geng, and rasanya dah tak sempat pun nak cari kerja -_- But really! Teringin nak kerja, be independant. Ni nak cari kerja pun kena berteman. See? Blergh
8. ..........

Panjang pulak aku tulis pepagi ni. Well I guess, sekarang spend my holidays pun takdelah teruk sangat. Takdelah macam boring gilaaaa, daripada kena belajar balik? Baik enjoy je weekends ni, lepas ni busy balik dah dekat Puncak Perdana yang seronok tu kan. Sebabkan aku takde duit and takde transport nak kemana-mana, I have to face the fact that I'll be spending most of my time in home. Macam tak biasa spend masa dekat rumah je selama ni. Bagi yang berduit or rajin lelepak kat memana tu bosan la kalau duduk dekat rerumah kan (Eh aku memang sesuka je bebuat ayat macam ni, pepaham tak?) 

SOOOOOOOOOOOO, just enjoy your holidays. Even if its boring, well just face it. Hehe, sementara ada cuti, hidup je memacam mana pong. Kang dah busy sibuk nak cuti lah hape. *panggg*


K, bye. I think I need my sleep like, now. But I cannot go to sleep :-( Ada something missing, or someone. Haha, kbye.


Oh and Ecah, get well soon :-S



My oh my, he is so cute kannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn? Gila best kalau dapat patung dia bebesar! Haha




October 20, 2011

Life in Semester Break

I'm starting to get quite addicted to play The Sims Social dekat FB tu. Tengok wall aku la senang cerita. Haha, kadang-kadang boring pun ada, tapi sebab takde benda lain nak buat -_-

Sekarang banyak habiskan masa main apa-apa games yang ada dalam laptop ni. 



Selamat bercuti, pelajar diploma. Bye


Nak wishlist jugak boleh?

Malas nak ada wishlist jugak tapi sebab duit selalu tak cukup haha. Entah kenapa skrg wishlist banyak beno barang yang diidamkan. Tamak pun ada kot, semua benda nak.

Eh tak jadi la bagitau, berangan je. Hekhek


Bila ada duit, belilah. But right now dalam target aku, gitar. Kot.

Heh -_-

Goodnight :-)

Another Piece of Crap

Why everything seems so dark in here
Stranded in a place called nowhere
But hey, I think I've been to this place before, and I had this strong feeling that I hate to be here
This place makes me feel scared, anxious about what is in front of me as Im walking
Too dark, too dark I afraid I'll fall in a big black hole or something
Too afraid, too afraid that no one will never know Im here, not be able to save me
I've never wanted to go to this creepy dark place where I feel all alone
It makes me weak down here,

But hey, I think I see a light in front of me
It's dim, but I guess its the way to get out from here
As I walk it gets brighter

And I saw someone, in fact I saw a few people, looking for me

'Hey, where have you been? We miss you. Let's go home'



Sometimes we are lost in this world, and sometimes, we're lost in our own world. We had nowhere to go, nobody to tell. In fact we're just looking for ourselves, finding ourselves back on the road of living. 
I believe, we need someone to guide us along the way. Friends, or family or even a complete stranger, just to remind us where we actually stand. What are the purposes of actually living in this world. 

We just need that someone. We just think we're strong enough.


October 19, 2011




October 18, 2011




Mangsa Serangga

There was this one time, zaman dekat TTJ dulu (salah satu zaman yang aku paling rindu, kan?) waktu tengah tusyen, Add Maths rasanya. Aku tengah sehabis baik buat-buat concentrate bila cikgu mengajar, tiba-tiba ada serangga yang tak diundang terbang dekat dengan area aku. Aku tak ingat terbang ke jatuh depan aku ke -_- Yang pasti aku terus bangun tak fikir apa dah, nak lari. Imagine that. Duduk dahlah bahagian tengah, nasib baik tak ramai sangat dalam kelas tu, demmmmmm. Masa aku nak start blah dari tempat duduk, Zatyl tarik baju aku siap-siap 'Dah takde dah, takde dah' Baru aku start rasa malu time tu hahahahahahahaha.

What the..

Haha, not a fan la serangga kecik-kecik ni, kupu-kupu ke rama-rama pun aku tak suka. Bukan la benci tapi tak suka kalau dia datang dekat dengan aku eventhough binatang tu harmless. Maybe I was afraid kalau-kalau dia masuk baju aku ke. Parah weh. Sebab dah trauma dulu kot, ada kumbang masuk dalam tudung aku, I dont know macam mana aku boleh perasan, tapi ada rasa something la geli-geli. Dahlah tengah perhimpunan sekolah, suara aku pulak takde langsung. Aku jerit je sepuas hati dekat assembly tu sebab aku takde suara kan, member-member pun terbangak-bangak la tengok aku tak keruan hahahahahaha. Well, maybe ada hikmah kot kenapa suara aku tak ada time tu. Jerit dekat assembly -_-

Euww..

Cannot stand la like this. Aku ok je kalau benda tu tak bergerak kalau aku jumpa dekat mana-mana. I started to panick kalau binatang tu hilang secara tiba-tiba. Where did it go?! Tu yang panik tak memasal tu. Dalam banyak-banyak binatang, kumbang la paling aku tak suka. Blerghhhhhhhh. Kumbang gatai -_- Dua kali kot. Tak kira lagi waktu ulat daun yang hijau tuuuuuu(kecik jela) atas tudung aku and I was holding it siap rasa apasal ada benda panjang ni atas tudung.. And not to forget cicak terjatuh dari buaian and melekat dekat tangan aku. Dia melekatt. Hishhhhh. Ngeri la oiii.

So thanks kepada member-member/family yang sudi layan aku time aku tak keruan, suruh buang binatang tu jauh-jauh ke apa ke. Masehhhhhhhh banyak-banyak. Yang terkejut sebab tengok tiba-tiba aku melompat ke apa ke. Haha, fiuh what would I do without you guys..

Lepas ni aku akan cuba untuk kontrol diri, lompat pun sikit-sikit je, k? Hey, at least Im trying X) Hehehehehehe



PS - Going to be bored these few days. No transport to go anywhere, Ibu pergi kursus. Blerghh




October 17, 2011

#Situasi Kurang Syok

Bila dekat kedai makan, orang tu ambik order endah tak endah je. Muka macam taknak ambik order. Maybe dia penat kot, tapi masam bebeno orang yang ambik order tadi. Tergelak aku, hehe. Sometimes I think waiter dekat kedai mamak lagi best servis dia, semua dia boleh tolong.


Aku rasa dia penat dah nak senyum kot, letih asyik ambik order je. Hm, maybe la.

Piece of Crap


We always think that we're strong enough to face whatever happens along the way. Its like we have a shield, we could go through most of the obstacles that happen around us. We always think that way. Nothing could stop us, nothing could break me down. We often say 'Everything is going to be alright'. Well there must be a bit of problems along the way, but they couldn't tear us down, they can't pull us down because we're strong enough.

But there is always a moment where, emotions conquer it all. It's like everything seems so dark in a blink of an eye. Suddenly we feel the heartache that we couldn't bear like before. Burst in pain, we feel. Everything seems unclear and dark, all of them seems so wrong. There's just no way to be positive anymore. Its like the shields and the walls we build, it crashed just like that. Something big happened, it happened so drastically, so suddenly, so painful that we fell to the ground. No one else to turn to, we just have no ways to turn to. It's like dead end. Dark. Alone.

Times like these, strong is the only option that we have. Maybe before we just act like we're strong, but now we have to be strong. We are really being pushed down beneath, feeling the pain that has never been felt before. ' Too much pain, how could I overcome it? Unbearable '

Yet, you are given only one choice.

Be strong. Find strength. 

Above all, you have Him.

Moments




A River Flows In You



if there’s a road that’s made only for you
that road is inside your pure heart
if you can endure through this pain
Than just put your soul into trusting..

holding you holding you
it’s in you, river flows in you
slowly, slowly, the river flows in me

holding you holding you
it’s in you, river flows in you
longing, waiting more, would we be there?

I would give my whole heart only to you
So that I can feel you always
If you can hold on into it just a bit longer
Than try to put your heart into it

holding you holding you
it’s in you, river flows in you
slowly, slowly, the river flows in me

holding you holding you
it’s in you, river flows in you
longing, waiting more, would we be there?


- A River Flows In You by Yiruma,
Its  the lyrics translation



October 12, 2011




October 10, 2011

The Eye

Today I had plans with ze housemates! Well, not all of us but, four housemates including me. I woke up early in the morning so that I won't be rushing when getting ready. I really hate rushing.

Hm. Letih la nak speaking sangat ni. Not literally speaking, but yeah.

Dalam 9.30 dah bergerak ke Damansara, dengan perut berbunyi aku masuk dalam kereta. Thanks kepada cousin Nadhirah sudi tumpangkan aku yang berlesen tapi tak berkereta ni. Haha. Ekceli check mata pun nak tolong cousin Nadhirah untuk buat research for his studies. Something like that. So kami pergi bersama-sama, since segan nak pergi sorang-sorang. 

It was kinda fun, sebab macam-macam dia buat dengan mata kita ni. Haha, first check yang aku terima adalah nak tengok dryness of our eyes waktu kita menghadap laptop/computer. So akak ni kata sekeping kertas yang dia tunjuk tu dia akan masukkan dalam mata, (dah gulp awal awal dah). Luckily dia cakap tak sakit pun, cuma rasa sikit je ada benda yang masuk. Mati-mati la aku ingat kertas panjang tu nak masuk dalam mata. Euw kot. Rupanya dia lipat sikit kertas tu, lipatan yang kecik cenonet tu yang dia masukkan. So chill lah, tak nebes sangat hahahahaha. 

Selain tu macam biasa la bagi yang dah berkaca mata, dia bagi spek gedang nak cek power and silau. Lepas tu nak test rabun warna, rabun jauh/dekat and juling! Mujur gua tak juling. Paling kelakar dan fun bila nak cek pressure dekat mata kita. Letakkan mata dekat mesin tu and mesin tu tiba-tiba akan keluarkan angin! Haha macam kena tiup tu. Geli dan always tergelak setiap kali mata kena tiup. 

It was fun. Aku tak suka sangat check up ni, takut la ada penyakit ke apa kan. Tapi Im glad I did this, overcome jugak one of my tiny fears - seeing the doctors/dentist/sewaktu dengannya bahahahahahaha. 

And I had fun with my housemates. AND IKAN KELI TIME LUNCH TADI SEDAP GILA :-D Pedassssss.

Arrived home at 7 and now Im waiting for the clock to struck to 12. Nak tidur :p 


Goodnight :-) 


PS - Aku tak ada motif pun sebenarnya nak tulis entri ni. Eksaited lebih dapat cek mata. 



Bye.


October 09, 2011

Oh Yeah!

Final examination is overrrrrrrrrrrrr! 4 days ago. It's great not thinking what subject to learn every morning since its over. Right now Im enjoying my holidays, just waiting to go the final semester, Oh Yeah! (Gaya Vector dalam Despicable Me). Though Im happy the examination is over, it scares me to know the results, I'm not sure about Dean's List anymore. All I know is, I screwed some of the subjects and I don't think its enough to cover up my pointers to make it to DL.

There goes my chance :-(

For now, I don't have other plans except going out with my housemates for an eye check-up and probably go to Alin's house. AND not to forget, MUET. I know its quite tough, you have to be good in speaking and writing too. And listening, kan? Maybe this MUET thingy makes me want to write this entry in English :p I just hope it goes well and I won't stutter.

Other than that, I'm going to finish watching One Tree Hill, for real. I just love the series, hihihihi. And downloading songs. So many songs to download! Hehehehehehehe.

So I guess that's it for now, have to get ready, going out for dinner in a few minutes.

Happy holidays! And happy going to classes, Degree students, welcome to university life XD



#nowplaying Lighters by Bruno Mars


September 28, 2011

IT HAS BEEN A WHILE! I really miss Ruang Karut Marut Gua ni. Hihihihi



But I have finals, not in the mood to write, just a quick short update. Wish me luck for final exam! I screwed my Accounting paper :( I just hope the other papers are ok, hmm.


Till then, boi boi. :-)




September 12, 2011

Bestnya, dah berapa kali aku cuba untuk menaip, berapa kali tu juga lah aku padam semuanya. 





I suck in expressing things.






September 11, 2011

On a Sunday evening, Im updating my blog

It's Sunday people! Assalamualaikum :D

How's your day? Well as for me, it's just another plain Sunday. Tapi lain sikit sebab bangun awal sikit daripada biasa. Hehehehehehehehe. Disebabkan fitness test untuk koko semalam, badan aku dah sakit-sakit dah. Tangan, kaki, perut semua lah. Push up, sit up, lari ulang-alik, lompat-lompat, fuh. I survived. Lama betul tak eksersais, macam ni lah, badan terkezut.

Finally, one week full of tests and quizzes is over! Hooray! Aku nak apdet blog pun tak senang, nanti buku dekat sebelah tu jeles sebab aku tak bukak dia. Nak onlain lama-lama pun rasa bersalah je huhehuhe, eh tapi tetap je online. Mahahaha(gelak spongebob) One of the weeks yang tough untuk diharungi :

1. Accounting Test
2. Cost Accounting Test
3. Speaking Test for BEL
4. Fitness test for Koko
5. Theory test for Koko *Mak oi bapak tebal nota dia. Yg masuk dalam kepala bbrp helai ayat je :S
6. Lab test for AIS (computer)
6. Common test AIS (theory)

WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I survived. Haha, biasalah. Minggu last before study week memang suka kan nak dibuat segala test, assignment dan presentation segala. Lepas tu aku pun mula lah stress situ situ sana sini takut tak boleh catch up lah apa. Macam nilah aku, study last minute. Haha, azam tiap-tiap tahun sejak sekolah aku rasa 'Tahun ni aku nak siapkan kerja aku, taknak buat last minute! Chaiyok!' tapi tak pernah menjadi T.T Sampai aku rasa aku dah malas nak buat azam cenggitu, mengecewakan. Haha. -_-

And things highlighted for this week :

1. Marketing Test 2
2. Marketing Assignment

-_- Kemon Athirah, I better get started today, making notes and such. (Let's see if it happens tonight, hihi)


Sekarang, baru terasa student life. Hamboizzzzz teghuknya aku haha.


Till we meet in the next post, anyone? Bye, anyone?


Ok bye :)


PS - Beli topup banyak-banyak sikit sekarang, nanti kena cukai dah -_- Hidup hidup, makin cekik darah.
PS lagi - FINALLY dapat sambung tengok One Tree Hill! One more season to go :'D






September 10, 2011

Dear John and Vampires!


COMEL KAN HIHI :D Tolong! Awek Aku Pontianak



'I miss you so much it hurts' - Dear John




HUWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH. Lega sebab minggu ni penuh dugaan dan agak tertekan sebab nak cover balik banyak chapters memandangkan ada test dan sebagainya. Fuh, lega. Minggu depan ada lagi test and assignment nak kena hantar tapi minggu stress dia peh. Sekarang baru rasa senang sikit nak apdet blog ke apdet Twitter ke. Hee :D  Till the next post! Malas cerita panjang, nak lap habuk blog sekejap je.




Oh, and yes. I miss you so much it hurts. Don't worry, we're strong.


#np Lonely Day by System Of A Down




September 08, 2011

Aidilfitri







Aku harap tak terlambat lagilah nak wish

SALAM AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN


Mood nak beraya tu memang kureng sebab final test segala, tapi mood untuk makan tatap ada!! Terlalu fikirkan test tapi bukunya tak pegang pun time cuti Mahahahaha(gelak spongebob)




September 07, 2011

Wordless Wednesday




August 28, 2011

Today was superb. Harini pagi-pagi dah serang Jusco nak shopping raya. Tenang, aman sebab kurang orang, kedai pun baru bukak. Memang round satu-satu kedai lah. Sampai tengah hari je dah mula ramai. Seronok shopping satu family. Shopping as in semua orang shopping. Especially Ayah, semangat shopping sampai kitorang dah nak bayar ayah still tengah try baju. Seronok, jarang-jarang Ayah shopping, sibuk lah tu. Best, bila dah mula sesak ramai orang, kitorang berambus buahahaha.

And the next event is with my lovely friends. Syiok! Makan Flaming Steamboat. Peh kenyangggggggg. Puas hati.  It was nice, sebab dah lama tak gather ramai-ramai, even ada yang tak dapat pergi, sobz. Tak apa, lain kali k.

Dahiyah Aisyah, Happy Belated Birthday dear. :) I hope you had fun with us! We love you :3


K bye.



Paling laju la aku taip kan haha



August 25, 2011

Wordless Wednesday

Lambat beberapa minit. NAK POS JUGAK TAK KIGHA.


240811



August 24, 2011

Oh



Oh Sky,
Please rain tonight. 
So we can cry together, tonight.


It's time, and I'm strong. :)





August 20, 2011

:-)

*sapu habuk*

Ehem-ehem. 


Ok. Hiiii.


Ok. 

Aku tak ada idea nak tulis pasal apa, tapi basically aku baru lepas habis test Marketing pagi tadi which the soalan memang peh lah. Nasib baik cukup juga masa nak habiskan jawab soalan, itu pun ada yang keluar awal. Dasat weh. Semalam pun lepas bangun pagi, satu hari tu aku tak naik katil pun. After kelas pergi Induk sebab ada majlis Anugerah Dekan, Alhamdulillah. :) Best! Makanan pun sodap. Mungkin yang sleknya performance dia, lagu macam romantik sangat lah, lagipun nak tunggu masa buka puasa. Tak payah nyanyi pun tak apa kot? Hihi. But overall it was funnnnnnn, aku tekankan sekali lagi makanan dia sedap haha. Siap dapat tapau makanan lagi!

Eh menyimpang pasal makanan. Just want to say, this anugerah thingy makes me think - Semester ni aku boleh lagi ke dapat dekan? Well based on my quizzes results,common tests results, macam down sikit. Aku banyak terleka kot, tak fokus. The results are not too bad tapii, macam supposedly I can do better than this, the results yang aku dapat pun macam jatuh je. Lagi-lagi semester ni agak payah, next sem lagilah. Nak kekalkan pointer semua. All of a sudden I feel the pressure, tengok most of my friends got better marks and I can't. T.T Weh sho shad ok. Tapi tak apa, aku anggap benda ni pun salah aku juga, banyak main awal-awal tu. Serve you right lah kan, Athirah. Tapi there is more time, I think? Haha. Nak kejar balik apa yang aku dah tercicir. Bila tengok Ibu tag post dekat Facebook pun macam down je.. she's proud of me. Semester ni I must make her proud too, well not just her la tapi the whole family juga. 

Macam masa ambil result SPM dulu, Ibu yang baru lepas operation dekat kaki, still kena pakai wheelchair lagi pun sanggup datang support her daughter. Bila dapat tahu results rasa macam nak melompat dengan Ibu berpeluk bagai tapi Ibu lompat atas wheelchair jelah hahaha. It was one of the happiest days in my life. 

Well, mesti orang cakap takpeeeeeeeeeeeeee jalan masih panjang. Still ada masa untuk improve yada yada. Yupppp, tahu tu. Lagipun this academic thingy salah satu yang boleh buat parents aku proud, selain tu, aku rasa aku sangat banyak yang kurang as a daughter, anak sulung pula tu. Dalam akademik lah yang aku rasa InsyaAllah aku boleh buktikan pada diorang yang aku akan banggakan diorang. I'm trying hard to improve myself and fix all the mistakes I've made. Nak tebus balik jasa diorang. Tapi aku kerja pun tak lagi. So this is one of the ways lah. To make them proud and I hope they know that I'm trying hard. Tapi sekarang macam leka dah. 

Gotta get back on track. Gotta think positive. It's life. Ups and downs memang ada. Biasalah tu. Maybe it's also a reminder that I got too carried away. 

I just want to make my parents proud. Because I know I am not a good daughter back then. 


HOMAIGOD EMONYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Hahahahaha series tak sangka post menyimpang sikit sampai emo-emo ni. Pergh. 

Tak payah baca pun tak apa sebenarnya. Eh perasannya, memang tak ada orang nak baca blog kau yang berhabuk-habuk ni puiiiiiiii!


Ok bye. Salam :D 


Ps - Malam Lailatul Qadar





August 15, 2011

Belasan Terakhir (quick update)





Comel sangat kad yang sangat besar ni :D
Tahun terakhir aku jadi belasan, lepas ni dah tua. Sobz. Makin banyak tanggungjawab bebeh!

'Betapa bersyukurnya aku dikelilingi orang yang aku sayang'

Ps - Event lama, baru nak apdet! Hehehehehehehe





Reminder


Ai malas nak membaca, kalau nak tengok bideo-bideo boleh lah hikhik. I like his way of speaking. 

Just a reminder, I found this video from this blog


Bye! :D





August 11, 2011

Hello readers! IF there are any.

It has been quite a long time since I wrote my last entry which I copied the words from the another blog. I haven't really write any entry that is long and worth to read. Seems like the ideas are not coming in, blergh.

Currently I'm watching some videos I took from Bok ( I called him Bok, his name is actually Bob haha), live performance from the bands and singers I like, right now I'm watching Giving Up by Silverstein. It's really good to see that the bands performed really well live on the stage. Especially one of my favourite bands, Paramore. Hayley's voice are too awesome, and it seems that Avril Lavigne has improved her singing, I remembered when I watched her live videos - her voice quite..sucked. But I think she got better and I have always liked her style and songs.

I watched The Strokes videos too, their songs and the lyrics are good, their live performance too. Bands or singers who are awesome in radios and on stage are very good as nowadays most singers and bands just sound good on the radio, but *thumbs down* when live on stage.

Currently watching Lifehouse's You and Me, their live video. Awesome voice. Awesome vocalist, handsome (Y) Haha and also the video live performance on Hotel California by Eagles. PEHHHHHHHHHH I LIKE IT SO MUCH. I enjoyed it.

Errr, I think this post is just about bands and singer performing live. Well you see, music plays a big part of my life. Sometimes watching them perform on stage, singing their heart out, sing and mean every word they sing, I feel it too. That is what great music do.

Rock is still my favourite. \m/