can i say ..

im bored with my life right now? i don't know what should i do. should i let go or should i stay? do i have to keep on pretending or telling the truth? do i have to keep on living like i am right now? i can't believe i cried just now. in the car with ibu, i hope she didn't see me but i guess she did. sheeesh.

*i need a break, i need to be alone, my life is a mess right now. tak tentu hala