tuesdays with morrie by Mitch Albom

I love to read...or I don't. I love to read..but when I have the mood to read hihi. And this book I'm about to share its quotes is recommended by my friend, and it was a very inspiring and a heartwarming story. And thin, too. So tak adalah keberatan nak baca kekekeke. This book is about the author's old professor which suffered ALS (tak ingat nama panjangnya) and was dying. Eventhough he suffered a terrible disease, he had this wonderful stories about life, how he coped with his sickness, how he faced life with such humble. To the author, he was his teacher =)

Here are some quotes. Since aku jarang membaca, bila sekali rasa nak membaca and found out that buku ni adalah best dan patut dibaca oleh awak-awak jugak hee. Tak tebal nipis je :p 

1. “The truth is, once you learn how to die, you learn how to live.”

2. “If you hold back on the emotions--if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them--you can never get to being detached, you're too busy being afraid. You're afraid of the pain, you're afraid of the grief. You're afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails. But by throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, all the way, over your heard even, you experience them fully and completely.”

3. “Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do somehing else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted.”

4. "Wherever I went in my life, I met people wanting to gobble up something new. Gobble up a new car. Gobble up a new piece of property. Gobble up the latest toy. And then they wanted to tell you about it. 'Guess what I got? Guess what I got?'
You know how I interpreted that? These were people so hungry for love that they were accepting substitutes. They were embracing material things and expecting a sort of hug back. But it never works. You can't substitute material things for love or for gentleness or for tenderness or for a sense of comradeship."
"Money is not a substitute for tenderness, and power is not a substitute for tenderness. I can tell you, as I'm sitting here dying, when you most need it, neither money nor power will give you the feeling you're looking for, no matter how much of them you have.”

5. “The fact is, there is no foundation, no secure ground, upon which people may stand today if it isn’t the family. If you don’t have the support and love and caring and concern that you get from a family, you don’t have much at all. Love is so supremely important. As our great poet Auden said, ‘Love each other or perish’.” 

6. “Take any emotion—love for a woman, or grief for a loved one, or what I’m going through, fear and pain from a deadly illness. If you hold back on the emotions—if you don’t allow yourself to go all the way through them—you can never get to being detached, you’re too busy being afraid. You’re afraid of the pain, you’re afraid of the grief. You’re afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails. “But by throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, all the way, over your head even, you experience them fully and completely. You know what pain is. You know what love is. You know what grief is. And only then can you say, ‘All right. I have experienced that emotion. I recognize that emotion. Now I need to detach from that emotion for a moment’.”

We all need a good teacher in life =) Who's/what's your teacher?

Pre Grad Dinner 2012

Nak apdet lama dah, tapi biasalah.. Kekekeke. Ini adalah apdet pasal Pre Grad Dinner sabtu lepas punya lepas. Jujur sejujur jujurnyaaaaaaaaaaa masa awal-awal tak bersemangat pun nak pergi. Baju semua tak cari pun, tapi sebab Sarah naak sangat pergi so kita pun OK la :p Hehehehe, a few days before dinner baru lah terhegeh-hegeh takda handbag pouch lah hape. So that night, I went dengan simple gila punya baju and yang lain mostly sponsored by Ibu. :P She saved my life haha. 

What I could conclude from this event is....IT WAS AWESOME =D Mostly because I didn't expect anything like the flashmob which was very cool and surprised me, aww. And the performances also, menghiburkan =3 It was totally a night to remember, siapa yang tak datang rugi jugak kot sebenarnya? Rugi sikit la sebab it was a dinner untuk batch kita before graduation Diploma :') And everyone else were sho pwetty with dresses and all, auuuu! 

Here's the pictures, curi dari photographer2 ya? Hihi

It's me being my, myself and I. Sometimes I hate it when I want to tell everything, just everything that I think needed to be expressed, to voice out what I really want to say, but it ended up with silence. Less words, many things still running through my mind, but as much as I hate it, I still can't change it.

Do you really want to hear what I feel? Can you bear with all the things I;m going to say, bursting out everything that has been kept for a long time and expressing the screams of my heart?


Can you bear it?




When I thought that I'm going to spill everything and even explaining every single details that I wanted you to hear, to digest and just be silent while I'm expressing the feelings and words that have been locked in my heart, the moment I open my mouth, everything that I thought I wanted to say, disappeared.



Putting aside small yet important things that I should've expressed, I become numb.