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she was happy with him, the first year they were together was one of the most meaningful memories, especially for her. She remembered the first time she met the guy, his guy. They were so happy together, they met at school every single day and he waited for her after school just to talk to her before he goes home. He calls her almost everyday and his voice could be the only lullaby for her before going to bed. She was so happy, so happy with him. Promises were made between her and the guy. Yes, it was the happiest moment. Happiest. Everything seemed to be okay and there was nothing to be afraid of. Until one day she felt like there was going to be a big problem between them. But it's okay, she thought. Everything's going to be just fine. Everything's going to be just okay, it's just a small mistake between us, she said. She helped him through ups and downs in his life, he did the same thing to her. We are going to be fine, just like before, do not worry too much, do not. Days passed by and suddenly it was totally different, between them. The conversation they had was not like before, she kept asking whether he was happy being with her or not. 'Yes, Im happy with you' was the answer but it didn't convinced her that much, she knows something will happen. They didn't talk much, not like before, obviously. The guy that she knew was not like that, he became different. She kept saying to herself that this thing won't be long, it'll be okay unfortunately things were getting worse. She kept blaming him for what had happened. 'You don't love me, you are bored don't you?' 'No, Im not' She didn't believe him and kept scolding him 'You are never serious with me, you are different, you are not the old you anymore!' She knew, she had hurt him but she never meant to that to him. She never meant to say such harsh words to him, she was just afraid. She was afraid she would lose him because everything was different since then. The girl stayed strong in their relationship, but it didn't make any difference at all. That was it, she made a decision which she never wanted to, but she just had to say it before he said it himself. 'I think we should break up' She never wanted to say those words, but she was too fragile she couldn't take it anymore. That was the best way, she said. There is nothing we could do to save this relationship, there's no hope anymore. Not at all. Then that was it, the guy accept it. She knew it, she knew he never cared. She made the right decision, finally. He didn't make any effort to be with her again. So, that was it. She was beautifully broken, the guy he knew which always brighten her days, the guy was the best part of her day, the guy was the one. But she was totally wrong. That was the end of their relationship. The guy will always be in her mind, the memories they had cannot be forgotten. Swallow the fact, girl. He's not yours anymore. Her heart was torned apart, 'I know I wont be in your life anymore, just don't forget what we had gone through together'

That girl is me.

I am beautifully broken and I,
dont mind if I show it,
I am beautifully broken and I,
dont mind if you know it.
Have a great life, A.S.K.