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July 20, 2008

It's so hard to say that I'm sorry

I'll make everything alright

All these things that I've done

What have I become, and where'd I go wrong?

I don't mean to hurt just to put you first

I won't tell you lies

I will stand accused

With my hand on my heart

I'm just trying to say

I'm sorry

It's all that I can say

You mean so much

And I'd fix all that I've done

If I could start again

I'd throw it all away

To the shadows of regrets

And you would have the best of me

I know that I can't take back all of the mistakes

But I will try

Although it's not easy

I know you believe me

Cause I would not lie

Don't believe their lies

Told from jealous eyes

They don't understand

I won't break your heart

I won't bring you down

But I will have to say

I'm sorry








July 19, 2008

One Boring Blog.

One Boring Blog, VERY Boring. I just had my lunch with my family. I just made a pair of new spectacles, wohoo i thought my parents wouldn't let me to make a new one but surprisingly they let me so yeah im happy. Haha, power spek aku dah betambah. -.-'

*i miss him

**i miss my friends

No idea on what to write, so this blogs over. LOL, im off to do my homework. Heh

MIDNIGHT,

Hey, actually im feeling quite tired tonight i just came back from LCCT to pick up ayah. Ayah just got back from cambodia. It has been months I didn't met him. Quite miss him, honestly and im thankful the aeroplane landed safely. We get some drinks before going home, sadly he didn't bought me something for my birthday. Haha, its okay lah. Im cool with that as long as he remembers my birthday which was yesterday.

Im soooooooooo glad i arrived home! Home Sweet Home Babehh! Last night we had fruit feast, it was a blast! i had a great night, i ate durians, mangosteens and langsat, wehoo sedap gila!

but unfortunately i had a lot of homework to do. accounting's homework. i can't catch up what the teacher taught me cause i missed two periods of accounting subject and followed a trip to MINT in Bangi. God, i have to study more on this subject. Sheesh, besides, i have to practice for my silat steps, the guru wants us to make our own silat steps in a group and present it in front of the others. what a shame, im not good in this thing, (but im quite happy when i got 90% in my silat grading) wish me luck. i don't want to get embarrassed. -.-'

*izyan said i get angry easily nowadays. i realised that and i hate it very much. i can't even understand what is wrong with me. my friends mostly said i'm unpredictable, and im quite agree with that because i can't even understand myself these days. what should i do? i really need someone, but who is that someone, i wonder. i thought it was you, dear. but.. ahhhhhh forget it. i need music, music is the best medicine(i guess)

i don't want to go back to school ! i hate the seniors ! hipohipohipokrittttt !




that's all for now, i'll write tomorrow, maybe! right now my eyes are to small to look at the screen. so, bye bye.



my dormates! but not everyone was in the picture. two person in this picture has moved out from this school, ill miss them :)