cancelled our plans

i just got two sms from my friends about the silat tournament. they said we are not going to the silat tournament because of some reasons. auf was the first person who told me the news. i thought he was kidding. but then he said its true. a few minutes later, syasya called me and said about the same thing ; we are not going to melaka. i asked cikgu for a confirmation and cikgu said he can't find a bus to take us there and some other reasons. he said 'jangan risau gamebanyak lagi'. i was quite sad, we practiced every day to get ready for the tournament, but its okay. there's nothing we could do. the school sucks, they dont even support our silat club , i asked about the transport, whether the bus school can take us to melaka or not but puan zabedah(i dont like her) didn't approve. i dont know whats the problem eventhough our club brings gold medals and some of us went to sukma. whatever. i called syasya just now, she said the guys were sad about the plans that had been cancelled. i know they practiced hard, im sad too. but its okay you guys, we could participate a competition next time. :) cikgu epit will support us. and your holidays will not burn just like that, so, happy holidays you guys !


**i would share a video with you guys, although im not the one whos in the video, this is the category that im involved in silat ; jurus wajib puteri
**take a look and drop me some comments :D

updates

i went to my cousins wedding last night, the suboh family arrived at ara damansara, 8.30 p.m. the ceremony started at 9.30, i yawned a few times actually while waiting the bride. Haha, kak evi was beautiful that night, she was like a doll. her wedding gown was white in colour and she held a bunch of red, fresh roses. Kak Evi dressed like a princess last night. I enjoyed being at the ceremony. I don't have a camera that time, so yeah there's no picture picture of her. I'll try to put it here later. :) Oh Btw, last night Cat Farish was there too, with his wife. Hee, it was amusing when pak long said he wanted to take a photo with cat farish. Cat was right about to left, and pak long 'eh bob, nak tangkap gambar sekejap nii haa' BOB? Hahahhaa tak menahan gila

Right now i'm waiting for izyan to pick me up. i have to go back to hostel today. Hm, lately, i started to hate my school homeworks. Teachers gave us tough projects, and right now there are tons of homeworks that i didn't finish yet. urgh,
about my silat training? it was okay. i had to go to the field every evening and yes i was absolutely tired after the training but i can't sleep during prep because there will be teachers in the school at night to watch us doing our school homework or doing some revision. Heh. Last wednesday was terrifying. One of our seniours in silat broke his little finger and what surprised me was .. I can see his bones ! Yes the finger bone ! It was too horrifying, but his reaction was not like he was hurt, he can still laugh and that was fucking weird. He had to be taken to hospital and the doctor had to operate his finger to put it right back where it is. Eww, I can't even imagine if i was him, having a broken finger but still laughing. What the? EWW

Hayley Williams, you rock !

It's so hard to say that I'm sorry

I'll make everything alright

All these things that I've done

What have I become, and where'd I go wrong?

I don't mean to hurt just to put you first

I won't tell you lies

I will stand accused

With my hand on my heart

I'm just trying to say

I'm sorry

It's all that I can say

You mean so much

And I'd fix all that I've done

If I could start again

I'd throw it all away

To the shadows of regrets

And you would have the best of me

I know that I can't take back all of the mistakes

But I will try

Although it's not easy

I know you believe me

Cause I would not lie

Don't believe their lies

Told from jealous eyes

They don't understand

I won't break your heart

I won't bring you down

But I will have to say

I'm sorry

One Boring Blog.

One Boring Blog, VERY Boring. I just had my lunch with my family. I just made a pair of new spectacles, wohoo i thought my parents wouldn't let me to make a new one but surprisingly they let me so yeah im happy. Haha, power spek aku dah betambah. -.-'

*i miss him

**i miss my friends

No idea on what to write, so this blogs over. LOL, im off to do my homework. Heh

MIDNIGHT,

Hey, actually im feeling quite tired tonight i just came back from LCCT to pick up ayah. Ayah just got back from cambodia. It has been months I didn't met him. Quite miss him, honestly and im thankful the aeroplane landed safely. We get some drinks before going home, sadly he didn't bought me something for my birthday. Haha, its okay lah. Im cool with that as long as he remembers my birthday which was yesterday.

Im soooooooooo glad i arrived home! Home Sweet Home Babehh! Last night we had fruit feast, it was a blast! i had a great night, i ate durians, mangosteens and langsat, wehoo sedap gila!

but unfortunately i had a lot of homework to do. accounting's homework. i can't catch up what the teacher taught me cause i missed two periods of accounting subject and followed a trip to MINT in Bangi. God, i have to study more on this subject. Sheesh, besides, i have to practice for my silat steps, the guru wants us to make our own silat steps in a group and present it in front of the others. what a shame, im not good in this thing, (but im quite happy when i got 90% in my silat grading) wish me luck. i don't want to get embarrassed. -.-'

*izyan said i get angry easily nowadays. i realised that and i hate it very much. i can't even understand what is wrong with me. my friends mostly said i'm unpredictable, and im quite agree with that because i can't even understand myself these days. what should i do? i really need someone, but who is that someone, i wonder. i thought it was you, dear. but.. ahhhhhh forget it. i need music, music is the best medicine(i guess)

i don't want to go back to school ! i hate the seniors ! hipohipohipokrittttt !




that's all for now, i'll write tomorrow, maybe! right now my eyes are to small to look at the screen. so, bye bye.

my dormates! but not everyone was in the picture. two person in this picture has moved out from this school, ill miss them :)