Twenty Months Already

I may not be the greatest person and I may not be the sweetest girlf for you but one thing for sure; I'll be by your side I'll always be with you and I promise you that. I didn't mean when I said I want to give up, it's just the time was very tough and you made it tougher for me. But then I realised I need you like you said you need me. Remember the olden days? when we were in the same school, what you and i did everyday until the end of school. We had fun and your jokes make me laugh every single day, I admit you are the best part of my day. But now it seems so different and you know it. I realised that difference, and that makes my days tough since we are far from each other. That makes me want to give up, but the memories make me stop from thinking that we won't be long together. The memories. They are like the rope for me to hang on , still hanging on this realtionship. I trust you I believe you don't you ever make me laugh out loud and pretending like I'm okay while I'm crying inside. Now it has been twenty months and I'm glad we're still hanging on. I know we will be okay, I know we will be alright just be ourselves like before. Be happy like before. Happier, maybe. 143, forever.

Your Call

Waiting for your call, I'm sick call, I'm angry call, I'm desperate for your voice. I'm listening to the song we used to sing in the car. Do you remember, butterfly, early summer? It's playing on repeat... Just like when we would meet. 'Cause I was born to tell you I love you, and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine. Stay with me tonight.

Merdeka Eve

Happy 51th Merdeka, hooray! I wanted to go online last night but i was too tired and slept. Yesterday i went shopping with ibu and my sisters to buy their new clothes for this coming raya eve. I had to keep an eye on Aisyah, my youngest sister because the rest were so busy shopping and i had to be the babysitter for awhile. Haha, it was fun, though. We finished shopping at night and we decided to go to Dataran to see the fireworks. Luckily I brought the camera. The fireworks are beautiful, I always like fireworks. :) The people there was very happening and happy to celebrate Merdeka, 51th Merdeka!

access room

yes, im in the access room right now. haha we're supposed to go to prep hey, who cares. tomorrow im going back home, yeay! i miss you shidi, i really do. Hihi, im kinda bored right now. want to online in myspace, but its blocked! sheesh. im going online twenty-four hours at home for sure. today school kinda sucks. my exam results sucks, especially my accounting subjects. im not meant to be an accountant kot? Haha, okay, gotta go. im surfing the net. Off Off!

Visual Look, that's Visual Kei

I'm browsing some visual kei bands and i'm like WOW. at first i thought they were scary, but hey that's kinda cool and i really like it. if i'm not mistaken, visual kei is about a band that express their music through their dressing, but that doesn't mean their songs are not good. their songs are great, but they express more through their dressing, and that's visual kei!

*i know i got a weird taste in music but i really like visual kei bands