This Wounds Won't Seem To Heal

This wounds wont seem to heal
This pain is just too real
Theres just too much the time cannot erase
-My immortal, Evanescence

I just found out, even when we try so hard to forget all the mistakes that we have done, try to throw away the pain far away and hoping it won't come back, in the end of the day, we realised that the pain never really go, the heart was never healed because the memories built were just too hard to forget, too sweet to let them go. All we have to do is just move on with the next chapter and hoping we could be stronger to go through our life now.

Antic Cafe Goes Crazy

Nineteen Medals Won!

On the 8th and 9th November ago, a tournament was held in Paroi. Silat tournament, I don't know why I became one of the participants but this is my first time and I enjoyed it although I didn't get any medal yeah I know it's pathetic but at least I got into the semi-final haha. The preparation for the tournament was tiring, we had to go training everyday and attend for fitness test which I hated the most, but still, we had fun during the training as we get close to each other and we become a Big family.

We get to the MSN Hall in Paroi and surprisingly our school became the first school to arrive yeah. The tournament began at 9.30 a.m. and started with the first category, Bunga Tanjung for Putris. There is the video of us doing the Bunga Tanjung but I didn't upload it yet. I'll upload it A.S.A.P in youtube! Just wait for a couple more days, I promise you hihi.

The best part in this tournament were the Olahraga category, it was a sparring competition. Dhamir and I was the first couple to compete and I won the game, 3-0. I can't believe it because I thought Dhamir was the one with the leading points and it was quite a good start for me. Then it was Art and Nanad's turn sparring and Art won the game, 3-0. Art was a tough competitor and I was beaten by her in the semi-final and obviously she won. Haha congrats to you, Art!

I enjoyed watching the guys beating up each other and our team cheered for them especially when Amyrul was sparring with a guy from other school. Our cheering was worth it because he get a gold medal, thanks to us for the cheering :P
Not to forget Auf, Ku, Azizi, Wan and the others who brought back medals which sum up to nineteen medals! Yay for the winners who bring up our school name which is the only Technical School that participated in the tournament.

We enjoyed it very much, our school last years seniors were there too, esp Fahir that kept talking and talking and gave us talks about girls, girls and GIRLS. Haha he was fun, though. We also met the world champion, Fatimah from Batu Kikir. She was great her technics in sparring were awesome! ( i got a video of her in youtube, check it out)

Right now my friends and I plus the seniors are getting ready for the next tournament, Combat Sport Carnival which will be held on 11-13 December. The winners will be chosen to compete in Sukma 2010. This is a rare opportunity for me and my friends so we had to train as hard as we can and do our best. :S Uuu takutnyaaaa

Okay guys, we know that you are happy

School's Over Hoyeahh

School is over and the last week of school ended quite great, I'm going to miss the memories with my dormates but hey, we can meet again next year, kan? :)


A few weeks ago an annual dinner for the seniors was held it was kind of a blast, actually. I took part and performed ; Wani, Emy and Mas played the caklempong while I played the tamborine well I thought the dinner would be boring but it was quite fun, our seniors dresses up like Wow! All of them dressed up like Wow, the guys were smart ; from Baju Melayu to tuxedos and the girls wore very beautiful outfits plus their jewelleries (memang macam artis lah aku cakap kau) Not to forget the juniors band performance was great, they were supposed to perform five songs, two of them were Bittersweet songs but some of the teachers didn't agree of the loud music so they had to perform just three songs. But that's okay, it was still a thumbs up for them!

This was the time after we had finished perform, these guys performed zapin while the girls performed silat (don't you think the girls should do the dance and the guys should do the opposite? Hm) They went crazy and try to feed each other hoyeah it was a crack. :D

The last day of school. As you can see the dorm is very clean, we are getting ready for the last day of school, and all of us can't wait to get home and get out from this wicked school !

A day bfore we go home we went to an expo. We had a lot of fun, I just love you guys. :)

Hinder-Without you

Hinder – Without You

I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper

Cause something’s changed
You’ve been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine
Without you

Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine
Without you

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine,
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
I just wanna be alone tonight,

I just wanna take a little breather.

This song is my current favourite song, fyi. I just wish I'm fine without you.